Hi. My name is Beth and I am a transgender woman. I didn’t choose to be transgender, I was born this way. I have lived my life so far pretending to be someone I’m not. I have always tried to be a good person but have never once felt comfortable as the man I appeared to be. My life has at times been very difficult to cope with and I have wanted it to end on a number of occasions.
With the help of my therapist and many amazing trans men and women online I now accept and am proud of who I am and I no longer hate myself for being transgender.
I long to free myself of my male life. I need to become the person I am inside. I need to begin my transition.
But where to start … ?
Transphoria Blues 
What a lovely name. i think that you are very brave to be so open and write about your experiences here. i wish that i was even half as brave as you are. You write wonderfully. Please continue to post.
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Thanks, that’s really kind.
I find the blog is a form of therapy itself. It’s helped me see things more clearly.
Will keep posting.
Take care.
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